Big News.... I'm not perfect

I'm 24 this year.
Young Katt wanted to settle down at 24 because she wanted kids no later than 26.

I'm a waitress full time.
Young Katt would hate me. She was ambitious, full of drive. She wanted to work with children. Troubled children. A social worker or a special needs teacher.

Three years ago I dropped out of university.
University is not for everyone. If it is not for you do not worry. other career options do exist. Do not rush into going.
Which is what I did.

I have definitely not been me.
These two months off blogging I have reflected. Reflected a lot.

I don't think I've been myself truly for a long time.
At school I feel I merged with the people I hung around with, all most became them I guess.

 At college instead of growing I stayed with my small group of school friends.
 I then rushed into university hating the choices I had made.

So now I am 24 this year and looking at what I have achieved. I guess I'm prouder of my small steps.

I started my blog. Now it might not be big or fancy or regular but it's mine.

I went to my first blogger meet up. This took a lot as I didn't know anyone that was going.

I am proud that I got a new job in October 2015 proving I could do something different.

So I guess what I'm trying to say is we all wish these big dreams on ourselves, and sometimes they don't work out. It doesn't mean we have failed it just means we are heading for a different goal.

Hopefully now I have looked at me I can get back to blogging more regularly. Well as regular as possible.

Sorry this post was so deep. I just needed to let this out.

What were your childhood goals ?
Are you reaching them? changed them? exceeded them? I would love to know.